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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Evergreen.

It's been more than a week since I last blogged. Sorry my number 1 fan! ): Heh but anyway don't think anyone reads this now since I won't be blogging often, how saddening. This week was the busiest week ever! &it's only the first week. Physics paper was a killer, makes me feel like I studied for nothing. Ohoh I've got my whole set of braces now! It's metallic green :D The dentist was like 'Green again?!' Haha.

I wanna watch Don't Mess With the Zohan with Oli and Wenlyn! Hopefully Oli's Mom allows her to go. She hasn't replied me. &I wanna go out on Youth Day with Sammoomoomoo! Hahaha. I think it's been quite long since I last went out with her. I want late night walks soonest! I have so much to tell herrrr. I think these few weeks have been rather.. Interesting? What with Rciy and all. I really learnt a lot I think. Now I understand so much more things. Mommy had her Rite of Acceptance today, and soon it'll be my turn. Mommy looked mighty cute today!

Btw, hope the aunties had a very memorable last parade and POP (: I feels super weird when you're not in the same CCA as the rest of your clique. But.. I guess it doesn't really matter. We still click, we'll still be there for each other, we still have lotsa fun together. Just that sometimes it gets mighty awkward. Germ you know what I mean la. (:

School starts tmr, start of yet another hectic week. But it's Be Yourself Day this Friday! Cooliozxsz. Sounds like loads of fun, but don't know if our class will even be participating. Don't know what to wear, think we'll end up with sch uniform still. Anyhow, hope it'll be fun!

when you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
when you need directions then i'll be the guide
for all time.
for all time.

at 3:51 PM

Friday, June 20, 2008

Hey Ho Away We Go

School's starting next week and from next week oowards, I'll only be online once a week. (: Please feel free to whack/scold/punch/nag at me if I ever post/log onto friendster/sign in to messenger more than once a week (: Ahhhh I'm gna miss blogging ): Haha I sound as if I'm gonna die or smth.

Anyway, I hope tomorrow will be good. As much as I dislike socialising, I reallt hope I'll be able to make new friends. I hope tomorrow will be fun! Gotta wake up damn early though, can't enjoy my last weekend of the hols.

Oh btw, here are the ClickFive Photos! Or rather, here is. Didn't take alot so there's only one.

Haha it isn't very clear though. Ahwell. I can't wait for O's to be over! After O's I'm gonna learn drums, continue my piano, pierce my ears, work and get money and buy lotsa lotsa stuff and continue doodling and slack and go out everyday whooo! But till then I hafta cont mugging ): Mom says she'll help me find a job. &hopefully it pays like 7 an hour. I don't even think they'll give such a high pay, would they? Anyhow, I wanna work! I feel slack again I've still got shitloads of undone Chi homework. Wanted to do it during the first week of holidays but yuck, can't bring myself to even touch it. Abhorrence! I need a permanent source of motivation. But what or who?? The 'You Should Be Studying' screensaver on my phone doesn't seem to be working. Hurumph. What about..

Don't stop,
never give up
hold your head high
and reach the top
Let the world see
what you have got
Bring it all back to you

Hahaha gayness to the max!

Aiya nevermind. I'll find something, somehow, eventually. For now it shall be.. I HAVE TO GET A1 FOR ENGLISH AND NO MORE THAN A SINGLE DIGIT! See, O's CAN make someone mad. Okay what the hell, I'm outta here. Bye peoplexszxszsx! :D

at 11:05 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Head Over Heart

Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know
I’ll find a way
To keep myself from holding on.
Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air.
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
Inside this room, time will stand still
As long as I'm not aware of change
The world outside leaves me behind by myself
There's no mercy for those who hold on.

This song says it all. For once, it's head over heart. I'm not blinded. Today.. Wasn't a good day. But I'm still surviving. I don't know what's gotten over me. I don't feel like myself, I don't feel right. I'm in panic mode and all I wanna do now is study. Weird. Okay comp once a week only. A promise to myself. MUST. This time I'm fo' real!

at 12:57 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Your true colours aren't pretty at all.

Aights, I figured I should probably blog lest someone complains again :D Yesterday was nice, just sitting, eating, talking, listening to music on Esplanade's rooftop terrace. It's really pretty up there, especially at night. Would've been better if there weren't so many noisy people though, pffft. We were halfway through eating when the security guard told us we couldn't sit on top cause the wind might blow us away, HAHA. &Sam was kinda deaf, heard it as "I can blow you away." and she was like "Huh? You can blow me away?" HAHA. Then we got bored and started taking photos with sam's new underwear and my unexchangeable shirt. Till we couldn't think of any more poses/uses for it. That was mighty funny! Yep, splendid night spent with Sammoooo :D Hope you feel better and hope you enjoyed yourself last night. Small bean will always be here! :B I like going out at/till night. (: Yes, I'm nocturnal and I like!

Extended curriculum is starting on Monday (Zzzzzzz). Bummer. But at least I can look forward to breakfast with the usual people :D Nice! We're like the only class which has to come back for 4hours of lessons for ALL three days. Ugh. Aaaand, there'll be Physics overload on Monday. I dreadddddd!!!! ):

What I thought you were is clearly not what you are. I'm disappointed in myself, for letting myself get fooled. You didn't fool me though, I was fooling myself all along. Maybe you are, all that I've been looking for and all that I've ever wanted. But there are some things I just cannot back down on. I never knew you'd be this kinda person. Why do you seem uglier and uglier now? So far away from what I thought you were. So far away from the perfect I thought you were. In the end I still blame myself for being so dumb, cause no one is perfect.

Who knew there could be so many uses for an underwear? HAHAHA =|

One valuable lesson learnt last night: When people wtf you, you wtf them. Hah! Unfortunately I didn't learn my lesson. Maybe cause I'm too nice :D Kidding!

P/S - MY BRACES MAKE ME LOOK TEN! ):

at 10:53 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Cause all of the stars are fading away.

I do not see the need to prove anything to anyone. And you have no right to judge me, at all. I, for one, am NOT a bimbo. Does it really matter how someone dresses? It's just creates a friggin impression, for Christ's sake. I'm not some skanky slut. Get that right. Gee I don't even see why I bother or even care to explain. It makes me wonder why I even cared so much about you, why I even bothered. I'm sure it's not my paranoia this time round. Asshole.

On the other hand, today was GREAT (with the exception of tuition). Finally got to go out with Wenlyn and Oli. :D It's been very long since the 3 of us went out. Just the 3 of us. I miss those times ): Anyway, we had fun and we finally got our presents! Decided not to get The Fray CD in the end ): Heh and we took neoprints! I'd have done anything to spend more time with them. I miss Oli so so much!

♥

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

Worst night ever.

at 11:15 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Passed by St Margret's yesterday while on my way to Vivo saw them having basketball training. &all the memories started coming back to me again. It's not that I haven't learnt to let go. It's just that.. well.. I still want this so bad. Still, I don't know if I wanna join basketball in poly/jc. Okay this may sound kinda bimbotic, but I don't wanna be black again. But there's always sunblock, right? After watching Kungfu Dunk on Sat, I told myself that I'd be back in the courts again, no matter what it takes. Cause poly or jc is my last chance to get to play again. &if I miss this chance I know for sure that I'll regret it. I fought like shit to stay, but I guess some things just don't work out. &when you have the will, theere might not necessarily be a way. I quit cause I knew there would be another chance, and that the odds would be higher since I would've recovered by then. That passion is still burning. &I don't wanna give up without trying. So if things still don't work out, then I guess maybe I really am not made for basketball. But for now though, I'm determined to get back to the courts. It has been my one little dream since p4, and it still is. I don't hafta be representing Singapore, or some club. (Doubt I can either) All I want is to play. For my sch, in zonals/finals. Gee sounds pathetic. I just wanna be happy playing. I just wanna be good enough to enjoy the game. (:

Cuteness ;D

at 8:42 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

You're impossible to find.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when (if) someone guesses correctly (No lyric hunting! That is cheating!)

1. Somewhere there's speaking It's already coming in.
2. What a waste of time, the thought crossed my mind
3. Tell me why My mind is moving to places I never thought it'd go.
4. Who is the man I see Where I'm supposed to be?
5. Who shot that arrow in your throat? Who missed the crimson apple?
6. I know it's been some time But there's something on my mind
7. Told you I made dinner plans For you and me and no one else
8. I like where we are When we drive in your car
9. It feels like summer is on it’s way But it’s mid November
10. High on diesel and gasoline, psycho for drum machine
11. When the earth was still flat And the clouds made of fire And mountains stretched up to the sky Sometimes higher
12. The clock's running down The team's losing ground To the opposing defense
13. You promised me starry night skies They just remind me of your shining bright eyes
14. I have, I have you breathing down my neck, breathing down my neck
15. Above the feeling This is revealing Boy i didnt know you cared
16. I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen She left before I had the chance to say
17. We were as one babe For a moment in time
18. Time to lay claim to the evidence Finger prints sold me out But our footprints wash away
19. I remember the times we spent together On those drives We had a million questions All about our lives
20. He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes Starting making his way past two in the morning

Yep that's all ok I was bored. Sorry JQ you'll hafta make do with this first ): I don't really have much to blog about these days I haven't done alot cept for slacking at home the past couple of days. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE CHUA! Hope you have a great time tmr yes? You're finally 16 and I really hope to make your sweet sixteenth a very unforgettable one. ;D Thanks for everything. For all those bus rides(haha), for being there all the time, for your lame jokes which never fail to make me laugh. I love ya my number one blog fan! (Don't faint/puke pls) HAHA.

at 10:56 PM

Monday, June 2, 2008

Good Food!

Yay so my title says it all. Good food = Happy me :D Had hotcakes today, plus tako pachi, plus sushi, white mocha frappe and flic n' lic hahaha. Okay not alot but still, I haven't eaten those for daaaamn long. So to me it's yummmmmy! I'm satisfied :D Haha study date with JQ today was quite unfruitful I think, we spent half our time eating! Ohwells. I still haven't finished my pile of homework, and I planned to finish all of it by first week of hols HAHA.

Ohoh was at newton food centre on Sat night and I saw these people on stilts in giraffe costumes walking around the food centre haha! So cute! &they looked very real! I'll post the pics up soon, together with Click Five photos. None with their faces haha, cause we were quite far away and I didn't bring my cam.

Click Five was kinda fun. I know alot of ppl think they suck. But really, they aren't that bad yknow! Khairiah wants to buy their second album now. All of us went knowing only a few of their songs from their second album. Tiffany knew only one song, Khairiah knew three and I knew four, haha! They sang Catch Your Wave, Just the Girl and Good Day from the first album. Kyle and the keyboardist were daaaaaamn gay omg. &hehe I prefer Joe! Lead guitarist. &Joey Zehr hahaha his drumming was mad craaaaazy! I wanna learn drums badly! ): Sigh a few more months! But I hafta continue my piano too sigh. 2 more grades but it's getting sooo difficult. Gotta find a new piano teacher dammit. Hope he/she won't be as mean as that assholic teacher.

Btw, I can't wait for barbecue next Monday! :D Hope all our surprises go well! Unlike the other two times. &I can't wait for buffet during the last week of hols! Hopefully we'll be able to go for the buffet cause the both of them are like forever busy. ):

Alrights gotta cont chionging homework!

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright.

at 8:14 PM