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Monday, July 21, 2008

And as the summer's ending,

Today was splendid fun! :D What with the jumble sale and all. Didn't do much though, was at the class stall the whole one hour. What made the day fun was taking photos! :D Didn't get to take clique photos though. Well at least I took pic with Wenlyn yay! Plus some of 4N. :D &not to mention cartel for lunch with clique! It's been ultra long since we last ate together ): Anyway, lunch today was scrumptious! :D Spent 24bucks on it though, heart so pain. But! I was happppy. Right. Time for peektures!

My bimbo friend, WENLYN the not so great, haha! Anyway I love her very much, awwww (:

Grace looking superrrr elegant!

Khairiah! :D (Tsk stop tapping people's shoulder your trick has long been exposed HAHA!)

Love you looooong time :D

Oh bytheway I felt so short today cause everyone was wearing heels! ): Not like I don't feel short any other day, but today was worse. Everyone felt like Wenlyn haha. Okie two examples:

She refused to let me tiptoe ):

Haha this is the best, look how much she bent down!

Haven't gotten photo of the aunties, will upload it asap! Meanwhile, this is especially for ahchua aka my numbahh one fan! :D Your long overdued giraffe photos!

&wheeeee ahchua's starting tuition at MrHo's hoooooooyeah! :D I'm super happy now! Then she can see ____ :D hehehe and understand why I'm so crazy whoo! Now there are close to 10 cedarians at MrHo's. Nice. Damn nice it's gonna get noisier and noisier, hoho. Something maluating happened while I was walking down to tuition today. That place sure is a malu place for me and Wenlyn. =| Alrightos, gotta get some work done, pffft. Adios!

Oh, p/s - pretty peektures from Night Festival :D

at 8:21 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Other Side of the World - KT Tunstall

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

The fire fades away

Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

The fire fades away

I never knew it took me so long to realise that I'm happier being single, that I don't need a guy to make me happy, cause my friends and my family are all I ever need. &my family will always love me and be there for me. They'll be the ones who'll love me regardless, who'll never leave me in the lurch. It took me so long, all these years and all these failed relationships, just for me to realise this. But so many people have been hurt in this process, even I have been hurt countless times. &it's only after this that I really see things in a whole new light. But the price to pay for this lesson is too great. &that's what I really regret and feel guilty of. I don't think it's fair that for me to learn my lesson, someone else has to be hurt. Maybe this guilt would be what makes me think twice the next time I'm about to promise or commit to something. &until I learn how to truly keep my promises, I shall not bother about relationships whatsoever. All I want now is my 6 As and to be happy being single. &I shall also take this time to reflect as well as to learn to love myself. I never thought I was too young to be in a relationship, but now I know. &I agree. Anyway being with someone you love is only a plus, right? People can still be happy being single, enjoying their freedom, not having to care about commitment and being tied down. I'll try again in Poly perhaps, there's no rush. Anyway nothing is built to last I guess. Not at this age. Maybe I shall get a Schnauzer with Shir and Germ (: &live with them (: Anyway, if you ever get to read this, I just want to say that you were the best I ever had. Seriously, honestly, really. &that I miss you so much, as a friend. Thanks for everything. I'm really glad to see that you're doing fine.

&with that, I shall let go and move on. (:

P/S - I'm thinking of moving to xanga, they have really cute smileys there. :D Haven't thought of an url yet, though.

at 10:41 PM

Take my fears and inhibitions. All my burdens, my ambitions.

Okay this post is kinda outdated but anyway, it's only late by hmmm, 6 days? =| Aiya, better late than never eh? First thing that happened this week was.. Sammoo being in Seventeen! :D People go buyyyy! Van said she looked really pretty there and I agreeee! So haha go buy August's issue of Seventeen to see my pretty bimbotic cousin :D Oh and Sammoo's gonna be someone's sexy barista! Hehehe cause she's working at Starbucks. Wanted to go pay her a visit but was too lazy in the end, heh. I shall go down one day. Oh, and Daddy's gonna be at Novena this week :D I shall go and see him referee cause I haven't seen him referee before ): What a lousy daughter. Daddy refuses to teach me how to play billiard though. Ohwells.

Wednesday was Track and Field Nationals and Volleyball finals. Kinda regret not going for the Volleyball match cause everyone said it was mighty eggggciting. Went for Track&Field, which wasn't very eggciting and enthu as everyone thought it would be. Nonetheless, I was happy cause I saw ____ & _____! :D Go figure. It was really worth waiting for the last event, hehe. Thanks Wenlyn though I know you aren't reading this. Thankyou so so so so much :D You're the bestest, ever! So yeps, CDiv 1st and BDiv 4th for Track&Field, National Champion for Volleyball YAY! &for 4 championships this yr, WE'RE GONNA HAVE A HALF DAY TOMORROW! :D Which isn't very practical if you ask me cause tmr's also RHD, which means we'll only be wearing our costumes for 3 hrs. But if there'll be one hour of recess and a half day, anything goes! Ooh I'm wearing sari tmr btw! :D Just that I'll hafta wear that short tunic thing tmr cause I have no plain shirts. =| I'll feel so bare.

Anyway, went to National Museum last night to watch some light festival thing. It was really pretty! Like dancers being suspended in the air, together with a ship, a grand piano and some lighted globe thing :D Plus there were many different performances throughout the whole area. It supposedly ended at 2am, but we left halfway through. Reached home at 12. We passed this lane on our way there. Some lane near Middle Road? Or Bencoolen St. Somewhere near there. Anyway, thing is, I got really freaked out and kinda grossed out when I was walking past cause it was a whole lane of ktv lounges and there were like women dressed in white dresses and gowns waiting at the entrances. But I guess that's another side of life, a side we must both face and accept. Aunt said it's a necessary evil. Okay nvm. Moving along..

I WANNA GO TO SINGFEST SO BADLYYY! ): It's three hundred bucks for two nights though. 2hundred for Sunday. There's Travis, One Republic, Jason Mraz, Lost Prophets, New Found Glory and Melee! ): Rahhh Mom would never allow. It's being advertised everywhere and everyone's so hyped up about it. Ohmannn.

Bytheway, I've got my RCIY shirt. &my interview's on 30th July. =| I'm getting more and more nervous with each passing day. Gosh, I really don't know what to say. But I know for sure, that this is what I want. Since I've been going to church for as long as I can remember. I hope everything will turn out alright. (:

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

at 10:00 PM

Monday, July 7, 2008

Denise is a happy happy girl today! :D

I think this truly is a gift from God. &I have my reasons for saying so. :D
This means I'll hafta be more disciplined though, but it'll be worth it, hehe. ;D

at 11:38 PM

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Never Thought It Could Happen To Me.

Express Yourself Day was kinda fun yet kinda depressing at the same time. Our Theme: Beachwear Nono, no bikinis just tanktop/shirt plus shorts. Lessons on as usual when most of the other classes were walking around! Pfft. Bummer. Had Geog test too, Mrs Koh didn't even give us a chance to ask if we could postpone it. Anyhow, at least it's over and done with. Oh, the whole clique was nowhere to be found today and Wen forgot it was loner recess day. Rahh. Managed to find Xinya with Lorraine in the end so guess it was alright. Didn't get to take photos with the4ofus though!

Anyway, on to the fun part. THE TEACHERS LOOKED DAMN CUTE IN THE CEDAR UNIFORM! HAHAHA esp Mrs Foo! I would love to post the peektures here but I can't. Ohwells. Rong looked daaaaaaamn cute in suspenders now I'm in love with suspenders, even though I wouldn't buy them or be seen in them. Wen looked cute in PJs too! The PJs had some funky newly-bought-at-pasar-malam smell. Anyway, MsLeong was like "I'm not used to seeing you all so bare." Haha so cute. The male teachers were hilarious during the catwalk, esp MrSng and MrLim. All so gangster-ish. Yeah that's about it I guess. Only assembly was fun. Oh we sprayed our hair too! Green/red but it faded really quickly. &&we had to put sunblock on our faces to assembly, so embarrassing! I was quite a happy kid despite stupid PMS (AhChua sorry I forgot to AMS!) cause I managed to take photo with the aunties :D AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, LAUGHABLES. I miss Laughables so much. So so so so so much. Laughables is so yesterday, but I love and I miss them all the same. Hopefully one day all of us can put our conflicts behind, and be as happy as we used to be.

Alrights, not many peektures but I shall post whatever I have so far.

If only time could stop then (:

at 11:55 AM