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Thursday, February 28, 2008

You didn't take me away from them. So don't take them away from me.

This will be the last time. You're gonna come back with that same smile on your face and be as cheerful as you once were. Everything's gonna be the same again soon and everything will be good, no matter what. Health is wealth (: You'll get your health back, I'm positively sure. (:

I'm happy cause I got my W580i! Pretty pretty phone (: Please don't die on me like my LG did..
That phone's gonna last me a loooooong time. But I don't mind my pweeeetty phone :D

at 11:02 AM

Friday, February 22, 2008

And you'd give anything to get what's fair.

"If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place."
Read this on sg secrets, and I think it makes a lot of sense. Yeah okay, it applies to a certain part of my life at this moment.

Ahhhh I am so confused. ): Should I, or should I not? I'd look like a stupid fool if everything fails and I'd also destroy my own pride. Yes, my stupid pride that somehow always gets in the way and gets the better of me. But if I don't do anything then everything will just be stagnant. &I don't want things to turn out like that. I have.. 8 months? To do something, or rather, try doing something. &if you realise, in 8 months time I'll also be sitting for the dreaded O's, which makes it even harderrrrrrrr. Harder to concentrate, harder to decide, harder to get the time, well basically harder to cope. Darn it. Anyhow, I say I'd definitely throw my face and pride down the drain eventually. It's me and my usual 'Heck-do first-think-later' attitude. ):

Anyway, zone finals between RGS and Cedar yesterday was eggggciting! :D We had fun screaming and cheering, plus np people were damn nice and hilarious (: RongQi wasn't playing though, so my encouragement postcard to her became rather useless. I wanna see her play one day... Haven't seen her play before. Come to think of it, that makes me quite a pathetic friend, right? =| I think the Cedar spirit is damn nice and it gives you a very warm feeling. Yay! XD I guess everyone's tryna make the best of their last yr in Cedar, going to all the competitions to support them and etc. Though sometimes being in a girls school sucks, I still think Cedar is damn damn fun :D Heh. I wanna go watch nationals! :D And and I wanna go for Track and Field meet!!!!

at 11:25 PM

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Walking on the hills that night, with those fireworks and candlelight.

Aight, looks like I've been MIA-ing for quite some time. Been too lazy to post or log in to friendster/facebook. ):

Anyway, to put it simply, CNY this year sucked quite badly. BUT... I got more ang pow money than I thought I would. Heheheh. I should play some more blackjack to regain my 15 dollar loss.

Had a really blissful dream last night. Meehehe. (; But usually when I have dreams like that, chances are that they'd NEVER happen in real life. I'm just letting my imagination run wild. Nothing sucks more then waking up, realising that everything was just a dream. I read an article in the newspapers yesterday about how love lasts so long. Well some say that doing new things together helps, while others say that when two people become inseparable, your brain registers it like a daily activity and it becomes somthing like a habit. So spending time with each other and having each other becomes something habitual. Or something along that line. They also mentioned about how new love is about making yourself happy, while old love is about making your other half happy.

Okay enough talk about love. I think this Valentine's Day will not be so bad afterall. I hope. Yep, I guess this Valentine's Day will be just another ordinary Thursday. But in Cedar, it's difficult to treat Vday like any other ordinary day. The Vday atmosphere in school is kinda overwhelming. Anyhow, it gives you a very warm and fuzzy feeling. (:

Another thing. Maybe I should be single and lovin' it for once. Be happy being single. &while at it, I should also learn to love myself a lot more. :D That'll make it much much easier. Yep, self-love is important.

School again tomorrow. It only spells one thing: BOREDOM. ): But in retrospect, I'm beginning to love sitting in the courtyard in the mornings with Germaine, singing random songs like Wonderwall and Don't look Back In Anger, watching everyone walking to and fro looking for friends and complaining how zombified we are. I guess these simple things make school more fun, in a way. It still amazes me how some people can be so high, so happy, so energetic and so talkative in the morning. Okay nevermind.

Currently listening to: Wonderwall and Built To Last
(:

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
Considered the best when we've felt the worst

at 4:03 PM