Far past these roads there is a place
Where all of our precious dreams remain
Someday I know
I’ll find a way
To keep myself from holding on.
Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air.
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
Inside this room, time will stand still
As long as I'm not aware of change
The world outside leaves me behind by myself
There's no mercy for those who hold on.

This song says it all. For once, it's head over heart. I'm not blinded. Today.. Wasn't a good day. But I'm still surviving. I don't know what's gotten over me. I don't feel like myself, I don't feel right. I'm in panic mode and all I wanna do now is study. Weird. Okay comp once a week only. A promise to myself. MUST. This time I'm fo' real!