I really don't know why I have to go through this. I guess I've probably been through much worse, what with D and all, but that was 3 years ago, and I haven't felt this miserable since. Well, until now.
I don't understand why I had to meet you, why all that had to happen when nothing was meant to happen in the first place. Why let me have a taste of happiness and bliss when I'm not meant to experience it. Why let me have a taste of what it's like to have you, when you're not meant to be mine. I was really so happy and I was all ready, until you said those words. It's like the ground got pulled from under my feet.