“I think that at some point, you stopped chasing me and all I could do was chase after you until I couldn’t anymore.”
Can I please stop thinking about you, about the past, how we lost it all.
Thursday, October 31, 2013
Can I please stop thinking about you, about the past, how we lost it all.
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Let it go let it go why can't I fucking let it go already. Feel so pathetic. Sidenote: Twitter really needs to lift the suspension on my account zzz
Friday, October 18, 2013
“And then my soul saw you and it kind of went, ‘Oh, there you are. I’ve been looking for you.”
- Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You
Thursday, October 17, 2013
It's always you. At the end of the day, it's always you.
Why must I fall so hard for someone that is not meant to be mine? Why do I keep wishing for an ending that is so impossible? Why do I keep thinking of the what ifs?
Do not mess with my heart when you're unsure of yours. But then again, maybe I read too much into things right from the start. Maybe your feelings for me ended right there and then, one year ago, when you asked me not to wait for you. Why am I so foolish to think that we can pick up where we left off, that things still haven't changed and what we had is still there.
I was so sure that we still had something special. But I was wrong once again and it killed me. Time after time after time, why do I keep letting myself expect that something will come out of this? They say that if you make the same mistake three times then it's your fault for being foolish. In that case, I'm the dumbest girl alive.