I'm sick of testimonials. Really sick. I've written four for people so far oh man I think mine is pathetic compared to theirs. What the hell can I achieve in library?! Anyway an F9 for cca still allows a one point deduction, so all is still good. I hope. =|

RCIY starts next week I guess. Next week is only the introduction or something. I'm having mixed feelings though. On one hand it means more friends, right? (Hopefully) But if I don't get any new friends it'll be damn pathetic and lonely and boring. Aye. Hope all goes welllllll and hope I won't regret joining this. Oh, and RCIY means having to wake up early for mass on Sundays. Ohman there goes my sleep.

I dread June hols so very much ): With hols come a huge pile of homework plus tuition every single day! PFFFFFT. I haven't had so much tuition in my whole LIFE. Not even in P6. What's up with this man, no one in my family is even nagging me as much. I think I've decided. I want to go poly. &even with my mom and aunt's constant nagging and persuading I won't ever change my mind. Well I most probably won't. Unless I get friggin good grades, like 6pts or something (which I want so very badly but is not even in the least possible). I got fed up one day and told my mom "I don't know why everyone's so anxious it's not like I'm going JC anyway. It doesn't matter even if I slack and get 20 pts" &I sure as hell got scolded damn badly. Of course I said that just to piss her off but still, her reaction was scary. According to my plse score I'm sposed to get 10.5 or smth, but I don't want that. Hmmm, the motivation and stress isn't getting to me.. yet. But I should probably go plan my timetable soon. Yes, I'm mugger. Who cares. Ugh I hate O's.

With that said, I think I can say goodbye to my freedom and all my outings. Dang. Ironically, I think I've gone out alot this yr. More than I ever did in my 4yrs but I want more >:(

Alrights, I've got a craving for Spinelli hehe. I'm taking 26 tmr! But not cause I want to, it's cause I need to. ): Dental again tmr to put back the separator which has dropped. My mouth doesn't hurt as much anymore and I can finally eat! But I still have two more teeth to pluck, then it's time for braces. Pain for vanity, as quoted by my dentist. Ohwells. Oh &I've finally found time to read and it felt good :D Kite Runner next, then Yakuza Moon YAY!

I can't wait for Wednesday. (: Where are you now? ):

P/S - Quote of the day yesterday: "My butt is warm and friendly." HAHAHA!


Round round they spin like a record now
Same false hopes built to be broke down
Around and around
I'm falling down, again

This feels the same
Complications in different situations
I am holding out for love
Is it worth it
To die a little each day
All for unseen grace