Ugh shitass PMS is killing me!
Everything and everyone seems to be getting on my nerves. Darn it.

&life is already shitty enough. Now I'm hating/dreading Math tuition. I don't friggin understand why the hell everyone wants me to go to a friggin JC. I'M. NOT. BLOODY. INTERESTED! Ugh. Can't they just let me do what I want, do what I like?!? I want to be a nurse, or do media, or do mass comm. What's so bad about that?! Oh, and they say they allow me to go poly. Yeah, right. No matter what they'll still be friggin narrow-minded and insist I go to JC. If I want to go to a JC I'd aim for top5, but without my stupid CCA points I have to get only ONE A2. Like gee, thanks. How am I gonna do that?! If anyone mentions that bloody ass examinations again I'm gonna explode! I hate Math tuition. I'm gonna say it again. It's not like I have that motherfriggin 'Hols-are-coming-I-don't-give-a-shit-about-work' attitude/mentality. Really, I DON'T. Cause if I do, I wouldn't be labelled as a mugger and I wouldn't be in a shit ass mugger school. Or, I wouldn't have done half of my homework before, hmmm let's see, MONDAY?! I feel so fcking accused. Yes I don't do my tuition homework but who does man. &they can still learn faster than me. Gee, I wonder why. Maybe cause I'm SLOWER, as you've said before?! Fck.

But then, on a much happier note, I predict an awesome dinner tonight. Gosh it better be. If not it'll just add on to my alr shitty week.


I think I've fallen hard, too hard. Every week I get so excited and happy and then I realise it was over nothing cause you're always not there. &when I finally get to see you I only manage to catch a glimpse of you. It's far from enough, but I should be contented right?


When You're near me, I feel like I just found me
In the traces of the boy from yesterday
But in a world that is so black and white
I will take the steps to change my life
And I won't be coming back to here again

And let me know that I'm alright
I still have one strike of this match left
And I'm holding on to my last breath
And its getting a little dark around to see here


Oh and the cold cold weather isn't making me emo for once, it just makes me think about that F21 sweater that costs a friggin 60bucks ):

I need food. Shall go find some now byebye (: That calorie counter on my phone isn't helping at all, seriously. =|